I know it's been a while. Life has been a rollercoaster without you here to talk me through it. I know you'd say I still have people here, but Nanny they aren't you. They'll never be you, we all know that. It isn't a favorites thing, it's a human bonding thing. I bonded with you more and we both know that to be true. You were and still are my best friend. As I sit here today, I wish more than ever that I could call you one more time. Heaven needs a phone line. Do you have a cup and some string?
I know I can't bring you back, but I wish I could. I still need you here. I still don't know how I'm supposed to go on without you.
I missed having you at my book launch party this past weekend. But, I know you were watching over me and listening to me read. I know you'd be proud.
You know what's going on. I just wanted to say I miss you and I love you.
Until We Meet Again,